看到朋友在FB上轉貼這首歌，
聽完以後有種感覺，
很像是家暴結束以後，被家暴的一方想要原諒另外一方，
但又不想要見面。
那種打從心底割裂的沉痛。
原版MV：
中字影片：
MV前面獨白翻譯
Am I dead?
我死了嗎？
Or is one of those dream?
還是這是其中一個夢？
Those horrible dreams
那些恐怖的夢
This seems like be the last forever
這看起來是最後一個了
If I am alive
如果我還活著？
Why?
為甚麼？
Why, if there’s a god or whatever, something ,somewhere
到底為甚麼，如果有神或者是任何人，某些事，在某處
Why I have been abandon by everyone or everything I’ve ever known, I’ve ever loved
為甚麼我被所有我曾經愛過的、曾經認識的人拋棄了
Stranded.
擱淺在此
What is the lesson?
這是要我學到甚麼？
What is the point?
重點是甚麼？
God, give me a sign if I have to give up.
上帝啊，如果你希望我放棄的給我個信號
I can’t do this anymore.
我沒辦法再這樣了
Please just let me died.
拜託就讓我死吧
Been alive hurts too much.
活著實在太痛苦了
歌詞翻譯
[Verse 1]
Well, you almost had me fooled
那個，你差點成功愚弄我了
Told me that I was nothing without you
告訴我，沒有你我甚麼都不是
Oh, but after everything you’ve done
唷，但在經過每件你做的事情
I can thank you for how strong I have become
我可以感謝你讓我變得如此強壯[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cause you brought the flames and you put me through hell
因為你帶來毀滅，而且送我進地獄
I had to learn how to fight from myself
我必須學習如何跟自己對打
And we both know all the truth I could tell
而且我們都知道我唯一能說的事實是……
I’ll just say this is I wish you farewell
我只會說，我希望你能告別[Chorus]
I hope you’re somewhere praying, praying
我希望你在某處祈禱、祈禱
I hope your soul is changing, changing
我希望你的靈魂在改變、改變
I hope you find your peace
我希望你能找到你靈魂的寂靜
Falling on your knees, praying
跪倒在地，祈禱[Verse 2]
I’m proud of who I am
我很驕傲我就是我
No more monsters, I can breathe again
不再是怪物，我可以再次呼吸
And you said that I was done
而你說我結束了
Well, you were wrong and now the best is yet to come
然而，你錯了，最美好的才正要來
‘Cause I can make it on my own
因為我可以自己做到
And I don’t need you, I found a strength I’ve never known
而且我不需要你，我找到一股我從不知道的力量
I’ve been thrown out, I’ve been burned
我被拋棄，我被焚燒
When I’m finished, they won’t even know your name
當我結束以後，他們更不會知道你的名字[Pre-Chorus]
You brought me the flames and you put me through hell
因為你帶給我毀滅，而且送我進地獄
I had to learn how to fight for myself
我必須學習如何跟自己對打
And we both know all the truth I could tell
而且我們都知道我唯一能說的事實是……
I’ll just say this is I wish you farewell
我只會說，我希望你能告別[Chorus]
I hope you’re somewhere praying, praying
我希望你在某處祈禱、祈禱
I hope your soul is changing, changing
我希望你的靈魂在改變、改變
I hope you find your peace
我希望你能找到你靈魂的寂靜
Falling on your knees, praying
跪倒在地，祈禱[Bridge]
Oh, sometimes, I pray for you at night
喔，有時候，我整晚都在為你祈禱
Someday, maybe you’ll see the light
有一天，也許你會看見那道光
Oh, some say, in life, you’re gonna get what you give
喔，有些人說，在生命中，你給出甚麼，就得到甚麼
But some things, only God can forgive
但有些東西，只有上帝能原諒I hope you’re somewhere praying, praying
我希望你在某處祈禱、祈禱
I hope your soul is changing, changing
我希望你的靈魂在改變、改變
I hope you find your peace
我希望你能找到你靈魂的寂靜
Falling on your knees, praying
跪倒在地，祈禱