Those dreams

How long is it?
Already pass four years.
You are still in my mind.

If I don’t take the medicine.
And all the shit came out at the same time.
I only slept four hour last night.
But the information i received is more than a day I could catch.
Though I didn’t rest at all.

The smell of you I’ve already lose in my memories,
but yesterday, when I stood on your sholders.
That smell, bring all the shitty things back.
I remember that in dream, you were unwilling saw me just like old days.
We’d met at the station.
You, your brother, of course and your classmate.

When I woke up in four o’clock, I can’t remind anything, but you.

August thirtieth is coming day by day.
It means, I’ll be very satisfied at that time.
No one can help but you.
But actually I am hoist with mine own petard.

Don’t you remember?
You said if I miss you, just look up the sky. The sky can inclusive everything, and also change ourselves.
I try to scratch it, but nothing in hands.
The hole blue sky is such beautiful and so wide.
But do you know?
The days without your promise, I cannot find the way to live.

Would you give a chance.
Just let us finish the mistakes we’ve been through.
And let me find the salvation.